chapter 18- appendix- mary everest boole

yeah, everest like the mountain.. that's mary's uncle. boole like the mathemetician, that was her hubby. mary, well she's just a flower who wrote some unique texts regarding math and imagination. this is dope occult text most modern occultists are probably unaware of. learnoutloud.com has a chapter available which i derive great pleasure and insight from it's listening.

without further ado i present you chapter 18 of mary everest boole's "philosophy and fun of algebra.

Chapter 18
Appendix
The essential element of Algebra:—the habitual registration of the exact limits
of one’s knowledge, the incessant calling into consciousness of the fact of one’s
own ignorance, is the element which Boole’s would-be interpreters have left out
of his method. It is also the element which modern Theosophy omits in its
interpretation of ancient Oriental Mind Science.
Men who wish to exploit other men fear nothing in logic or science except
this element. They fear nothing in earth, heaven, or hell, so much as a public
accustomed to realise exactly how much has been proved, and where its own ignorance
begins. Exploiters fear this about equally, whether they call themselves
priests, schoolmasters, college dons, political leaders, or organisers of syndicates
and trusts.

As long as general readers can be kept from the habit of registering at every
step the fact of their own ignorance and the limits of their own knowledge, a
clever charlatan can deceive them about anything he pleases:—“from pitch-andtoss
to manslaughter”; from Zero to Infinity; from the contents of a meat tin
to the contents of an engineer’s report; from the interpretation of a bill before
Parliament to the interpretation of Isaiah.

Once get any fair proportion of the public into the steady habit of algebraising
ignorance, and you will have done much towards reducing all kinds of
parasitic creatures to the alternative of starvation, suicide, or earning their own
living by rendering some kind of real service to the organism which supports
them.

Towards Virtue: Magic to transform

At once, during the acquisition of Virtue, it becomes necessary to slay dragons & demote monsters from their terrific reign.
Towards Virtue inferior things, being asunder, are deduced. Through reconciliation the inferior things, by a means of induction, are resolved unto virtuous aeffect.
The superior binds that which is inferior & converts it unto itself.

the cookies in my browser have attracted ants

what the eff baby?

i em twisted more ways than won but key-ripes man.. marketing turns my stomach.. not the art of marketing but the bernays, barf-fest it has become.

if you got goods.. you probably require a fine marketing system to reach your "market" since the market-goers don't necessarily go to you.

but if yer just up to no good to get the low-down on the populations incredible surplus of stupid, then.. shame on you. it used to be someone specialized in a thing and someone would benefit from that thing and boo-fckin-yah. we got a deal! but people just make shit up. that's not even what bugs me (at the moment. i admit i shall most likely read upon these words of mine some time later and think, "geez bro, what was up my ass?" and then realize that i were emotively reacting to some super shleppy video post of dudes yappin trash about marketers when they in fact exact out the same shlepp-niques that they be dissin yo!) personal note: i'm kinda really not in the mood to blog like a person with a reputation to maintain. actually i may only be reputed as being one without much rep at all. fair enough. carnival, circus, fair enough.

so these guys are identifying the "bad guys" but they are the "bad guys" in "we're good guys in bad guys disguise" disguise.

why arm i playing aloof? it's not an act. it's a realty show. yeah, realty. the Real prime estae is that of the Mind.

hi mom. ;) yer awesome, you know that?!!

i meant to begin this post with a sigh.. both real and in type so.. "sigh"

i love you guys. i love you world. i love you stupid consumers but i don't love your ding-dang dumb thots. i love you gurus but what the eff are you guru-ing anyway.

i'm on like three hits of placebo right now and you know what.. i really feel a difference. i think it is working. snakeoil is not evil if it does the trick. hell sport, it's all magick in a can anyway. just sling yer crowd some good stuff. don't blow too much smoke up yer ass b'cause then when i'm engaged in the potential ism yer spittin i might get a boo-boo on my brain's brain.

collecting loot is not proof you brought something to the table. i've seen absolute hucksters stir their diddy and twist their titty just to get a rise out of an audience and it paid.. but key-ripes. it's a universal in-formation exchange. dollars though powerful are weak and cheap in comparison to the lives of yer sheeps.

deliberate seduction is not the way. that wreaks of sean CON-nery. contrived charisma is fcuk you in the face clown siht. if your performing for their pleasure, cool. thanks houdini. if your performing to fool them.. that's cold. thanks again houdini.

when i was a wee tyke-eriffic, me learned from the real magicians that learning magic is not about tricks.. it's really about magic. the delivery, the feeling, the transformation and the transcendence. in essence.. just blowing your brain up for the fun of it. not to make an ass of you. yeah it's performance... but so isn't all o' life. what's the intention? street performer needs to eat.

i'm exhausting myself and have exerted -43 intelligence. soo. .. .

go fuckin bless something.

btw.. the problem with cults is not the cult per se. it's when the damaged nature of the "leader" begins to prey upon those who follow by the exploitation of their "depraved" nature.

if you got a flock, don't stalk. rock.

god-durn egos. love help us.



p.s. the above image was used without permission from some real cool chaps on flikr. thanks chaps.

pedal to the mettle

the/a mantra of THOT

-using specialized knowledge to create highly selective attention.
of course the applications of thot seem endless and could sway toward any end, destructive or constructive... but make no mistake.. the side aeffect of THOT is always to create. rather, is creating.

:a paradoxical disclaimer:
everything contained herein and elsewise is a mere fiction.

it is your duty dear reader to determine & make "real" what you will. my deepest hope and prime desire concerning these words is that its aeffect will have you do this here & always with extraordinary results.

for everything ever written, every concept, idea, belief and truth, there are dozens of other articles conveying similarities & opposites of any varying degree inbetween. no authors work contains the whole truth. we may only be as honest as our convictions. as you would come to see .. how you come to see is not fool-proof but it certainly proves the boon of fools in all the wisdom to be held.

isn't it usually about the heart of the matter. you could observe saturn and its moons but in scope it revolves around the sun, the chief of the matters who its gravity holds. possession is an intriguing view. how often have you heard that the things we possess often end up possessing us. cathexis. to have and to hold. convictions... to tell and behold.

may this book be as a ball of light in your hands.

are you ready to be hypnotized? all hypnosis is self-hypnosis.
magic in our lives is about transformation. you see what you expect to see. it is difficult to re-cognize anything you are not prepared to encounter.

by exploring and re-thinking what is possible you move beyond the finish-line of the consensus. you breakthrough the status quo & transcend the ordinary.

the "miraculous" is most often shrouded in the mundane. QUESTION. is the miraculous actually "enshrouded"?

one of the key techniques for transformation is reaching beyond or initiating a different rate of information... directing yourself... to reach for what is beyond belief.

isn't it this quality of character that is most often personified in the heros we celebrate as humanity? they do not only beat the odds... they change the odds. they alter the system. they change their world be cause of the change experienced within themselves.

as you dear reader, allow your imagination to re-educate & inspire you, you begin to actualize the ideal with-in by entering upon the path of action.

indeed, the inmost becomes the outmost. the immediate aeffect of feeling is naturally, movement. the side-aeffect of thot is action.

the true knowledge of directed conscious choice is a keystone of magical thinking.

it is a mere truism that process changes the nature of a thing. change the way you think & change the nature of your life. heighten the nature of your life & heighten the nature of your world, the world. as above, so below.

whatsoever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, whatsoever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

cultivate your inner self & you throw open the gates of power.

the secret is that there is no secret.

while you are cultivating your inner self, which is to simply say "building character", your power becomes real-er & the quest to find yourself is becoming the challenge to create yourself.

have you any greater responsibility than to know yourself? or is it the privelege of another to craft you.. to make you who you are & who will you be?

you are the key to your reality. unlock your purpose.. your meaning. unlock your magic. follow your bliss which resonates inexorably & infinitely from the fire of your inner spirit.

bloom.

outta town err

what do they say.. ? .. that atomically nothing ever really comes into contact? the force or feeling of contact is supposes to be the repulsion of those atoms against these atoms. so when i eat something.. it and i never really come into contact but what, just exchange some information.

gravities. that's heavy. so if i am what i eat that just really means i am a gravitational cluster of powershakes, diet rockstar, coffee, nuts and spinach. (intentionally omitting the garbage pre-pack products with double-consuming genetic action.)

in other news.. i been "outta town" ever since i got back from massachusetts. felt like i left knowing something about myself and i return feeling like i haven't caught up with me yet or me hasn't caught up to my present state.

kind of refreshing, question mark.

need to paint. not brushstroke, although that could be fun. need to design new stencil art. fave part? maybe cuttin out the stencils.

i've noticed in the past couple of years that my celebrity status has fallen apart. one day you're the international colgate kid poster child, the next day and 16 years later you're just a not nearly flossed enough grin for a smile.

3.14

even electrically and chemically.. no contact.. just channels and swirling vortices of gravity and power. or is that power, gravity that is. not earth gravity. star gravity. someone explain that. hawking has not returned any of my calls except in response to the jesus joke my girlfriend cornered him with at the "got gwapes" party. string theory. what a fuckin hoot!

social patterns? . .. .well, enough about that dead horse.

skilluminati. nice. suaceruney. thanks and nice. prof mike wesch. brav-uck-in-oh and yes.

canvas wants some lovin.

86 guns.

vlog maybe?

from the heart... goodnes in- goodness out

gravitational shift. the poles are coming. the poles are coming.

charisma is not "other oriented".

charis...

actually, i already wrote this and my head is a banging chore right now so. click, scan, whir...



aww, for the cake of slarity allow me to rehash... long time ago i was told by a pretty intelligent fellow that "..charisma is about being others oriented.." in aeffect that to be charismatic meant having to deliberately dispose oneself to others interests ... it seemed to make sense. who does not like somebody inquiring about what matters most to them? anyways.

physical positioning last night and my discomfiting inclination to mirror someone elses reclined posture alerted me to find my own comfortable position which turned out to be sitting up indian style. (too much info) point is by accessing my own center instead of trying to fit inbetween the waves around me ... blah, blah...

nevermind. detox headache make brain smash intelligibility. chris play later.

gi/go for sure.

ooh, in a phrase, be true to yourself. the journey implied therein is probably the greatest service you could ever give on earth.

major

dillon (sp?) your words moved me on the mountain man. your ceremony is the deepest, most intelligent and life enriching work i've seen in such a while. bless you for your wisdom. you've won my friend. so many would and do allow shaitan to reign hellish in their heart of hearts. you have done what only god is capable of doing.. you've overcome hate and anger and in chaos, opposed to utter destruction, you've created anew. thank you for sharing that with us. thanks for giving his spirit love and freedom to be. thanks for inspiring me. whatev, thnks for lettin me pop off your piece too.

this past week i climbed my first mountain. it was no kilamanjaro but the metaphoric heights exceeded anything that could have been expected. ritual. work. effort. union. nature. moving on and into and beyond. awesome. thnks russ for bringing us there. evidently you made an undeniable impression on many. bless you forever. you always made me laugh and feel like it was okay to be a sometimes kitchy, crazy-ass muffkr.

it really is all about the experience. the best of those experiences are what make the best of us. overcome. i love you all. best.

Tap the Vein

Anti-Guru??

a lot of people talk about consciousness and awareness but nobody is really getting to the point. i have a feeling people like it that way. the gurus recycle, repackage and resell the same old hyper-hyped bullshit, farting promises at people of how easy their "salvation" will be. almost as if to say that when seperate from your money the universe will magically transmit your being cooler, better, faster, stronger. if you expect to change for the better in any way you have got to be actively involved in an experience, particularly an extraordinary one.

most people have witnessed some fantastic event which has had a considerable aeffect on them but too few have actually engaged themselves in a work that changed them from the inside out (by the way, it's called "work".) that is what people secretly long for but the standard is such now that magic and miracles can be bought with that new out of the box smell feeling. stupid consumers. i love buying shit too & get excited from having newness but don't ever get it twisted. buying benefits, features, products and promises is not going to empower you. it will only entertain you. yay.

hot thrills slow to a cold chill & then what?

change the channel, buy a new program, read that new book by so & so, never really discovering that secret you seek. law of attraction!? what the fuck! you don't need to keep changing channels, surfing the guru pop-salvation high-waves. you need to change frequency. you need to go to the core. you need to mess things up a bit. if you're still reading i'm going to assume that you can stand for change. not that obama shit. that's fine if you like but i mean meaningful change that isn't spiltered fun for a dumb-down society.

you should probably stop reading now because i intend to fuck with your head, provoke a thot or two & undo the damage of the most popular thot patterns that the western world has fostered. namely consumerism a.k.a. capitalism. the focus went bad when company leaders stopped seeing you and began to look staight through you to the buttons nature gave you. they don't respect you as a person, they regard you as a purse. a potential money bag. they know more about how you think, how you live, how you make decisions & how to get you to part from your money, all this and more do they know better than you. how much do you care about the last ATM machine you used? now you have an idea. food makers, fashion-lines, news programs... would you like to make another transaction?

engage your experience

point is, if you really want to help yourself... roll back your sleeves, take a deep breath & engage your experience as though your life depended on it. create it because if you're not... everyone else is

more human than human

invisible experiment <------ may be viewed here. NOTICE: what you read there is 167 times better than anything i've ever read here... hmm, maybe just 123 times better but you should be the wiser for knowing yourself.

It’s all about image and posturing

"This is the problem. It’s all about image and posturing never about the truth."

This is the closing line in a blog post about Rep. Keith Ellison of Minnesota. You can read more about that here---> A Solitary Mind.

The thing is ... this statement describes so much of what is "wrong" with human affairs. I think it unecessary to pull out the ol' B.S. checklist of what is pure perception management and what is not. You don't need to look very far to see the bait and traps all along the pathway of your life. So much fucking strategy is used to dupe and seduce.. Where's the Truth?

That is all.

The sooner we (maybe I'm just talkin to myself here) understand that the bottom-line is not monetary profits.. the sooner we realize that people are not batteries to fuel our machines.. the sooner we realize that there is a common thing between us all that makes this whole experience strangely extraodinary.. then, maybe then "the posture and image thing" will be a reflection of something real.

rising up above it- the art by 9

For the Self Select

The Dissemination

Bucks (Big Bux) use there antlers (ads) to fight and get the attention of does (deer).. to establish dominance .. and ultimately propogate its superior genes (memes). A la increasing influence inside the marketplace (minds of millions).

prodigal lunge

i learned a lot from my former christian practice but as i grew & began to understand more than dogma would allow i moved forward. like any intelligent person, you take what is good & cast off what is without life and useless.

developing a deeper kinship with people was a good thing. living on purpose is a damn good thing. recognizing unity while appreciating the power of individuality is also very good.

during the time of being a practicing christian i relearned the unbelievable power of words.. of drops of ink. writing is so powerful. It is one of the Ultimate Reality Shapeing tools for humans. i found people whole-heartedly assimilating the contexts of the bible without any knowledge of its actual creation, of its origins and designs & most importantly its purpose and intents of those whose hands have gone into its being.

Information is the interplay of energy

i have always held that information is key. explicit or implied. no matter the elegance or monstrous complexity of any system... Information is the interplay of energy (behavior), sub-atomic or literal.

Welcome to the Universal Information Exchange!

always do your homework.
historic. scientific. religious. etc. anything that forms a context around your thinking. including this source of info.

know thyself.
be true to yourself.

what the 21st century could benefit to see is a refined re-defining of the self. fuck bernays. fuck small, fragile egos (by "fuck" i mean bless agressively ;-P)

really, get in touch with what makes you a you & then be true.

HINT: you are much more than you have ever been taught or led to believe.

and that is a good thing.

All In- Push-button people

News and Commentary - Strumpette

i'm really kidding. this is of no concern here. please return to your previous programming. it is just a game.

where do we go w/ Web 2.Ego

the buzz is ceaseless.
i find my ingeniously engineered consumer within thinking to my Self.."i need a newer, smoother more efficient interface."
i twit. i face. i blog. i space. i pod. i tube. u digg?? digg this.

call me shakti but it's not so difficult to hear the webs billion-banded voice being hummed through the tiny tubeage. have you ever heard the huzzdrumming dronal buzz of powerlines? sure you have. it sounds a lot like the civic crowning of a city. it sounds a lot like online social networks.

neither good nor bad. fire burns villages and libraries as well as campfires & birthday candles.

but only you can prevent forest fires. only you 2.0

a far better presentation is made here and costs less than 5 cyber minutes. enjoy----> Hardpore Softcorn

seduce.. seducting.. seduction

Anyone who tries to make a distinction between education and entertainment doesn't know the first thing about either.

Everybody experiences far more than he understands. Yet it is experience, rather than understanding, that influences behavior.
- marchall mcluhan

found these gems posted at Seedbombs

she said, "what are you building!?"

"potential mates (prospects) will throw themselves to you (your product or service)"

Fee! Phi! Foe! Fun!

Jack and the Beanstalk
The Seduction of Jack: Jack Enters the Market

jack and his mum had lack,
they'd so little it felt a trap
of dogs and cats and trinkets and crap
there weren't even none of that
for food they ate the sow
and had left but a skinny cow
with no chow and rent right now
they fretted with a panicked how.
to the market you shall go
said jack's mum, i'll have you know
the cows all we've got and we'll surely rot
unless with fortune we're endowed

so jack takes the cow according to his mothers commands and heads off to enter the market. once he arrives his eyes are wide and his imagination is doubley spark'ed. he has travelled by foot and eagerly looks to quickly turn a profit.

lo and behold a smooth spoken soul in shiny clothes spots him. the man clearly sees that our boy has a need so he speaks sharply and shortly softens. come to me lad it seems you've been had by the lady of luck not quite often.. today is your day and your lucky day says buy four beans and the fifth will get tossed in.

jack's mind b'gan to clank and clutter with stuff like mums voice and them in a coffins but before he could think the man's softened voice sings and sinks into the boys sub-conscious... fortune boy, fortune, your helfer will never portion to what you need so take here these beans.. they are magical! the boy says of course then!

and so the story goes... magic adventure, peril, riches and dreams beyond anything they'd never ever seen.

American Idol

THOTs: IDOLs

We live in an Idol based culture where the highest "thots" are "gods". Thots with the deepest meaning, with the broadest networks & the most stimulating activity tend to push all demi-thots aside or into subjection.

People bow down before their idols. (Submit)
People make offerings to their idols. (Time, Energy, Money)
People worship/ praise & celebrate their idols. (Vocalise, Obsess, Credit)
People adopt their idols & rarely, sometimes create their own idols.

If you want to understand the universe, think in terms of Energy, Frequency & Vibration. -Nikola Tesla

If you want the universe to understand you, raise the Energy, Frequency & Vibrations of your Thot. -insidethegod

See if you can identify your most powerful idols. How do you serve them... how do they serve you?

Context is Kink

They only show up when you look for them. Looking for them changes things. Doesn't make sense out of context. You don't know how it's gonna come together. You just know how you want it to feel.

The truth is... you hold the cards.

you tell yourself, you stand out

(the following info is available here)
More interesting still is that even when the oscillators can only behave in one way in isolation, once you put them together they might be able to do different things (see the next bit on clusters).

What are clusters?

Clusters are states where a group of oscillators divides into sub-populations. Within each population all the oscillators behave identically, but different groups can have different behaviour.

What is a chaotic attractor?

There is no straightforward answer to this. Basically the system settles down (`is attracted') to ...

stArts @ the end

Peter Popoff wants to be your pusher

this here is a free sample of his high-grades. it arrived today in the mail.. about a week after i recieved my miracle manna bread. he promises this here is more powerful than voodoo, santeria or any other worldy power. sounds like some potent salts. (word on the underground is that peter's proprieatary patented blends have already run out and now big pharma is abusing.. i mean using this very same marketing technolgy on OT)
can the oz-like ingenuity behind the green curtain ever help girl and her little dog too out of little ol' munch-kin land or will she never again return to the land of e pluribus unum??
operators are standing buy.. but for goodness sake.. just say nope to dope and up to hope.

as above so below
go now

Interview Secrets w/ Ben Mack

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My mind is still blown, I haven't slept a wink since our Sunday midnight interview because as I'm implementing mere fractions of these ideas Ben has released... Let's just say... Action pays.


Ben Mack IS pure magic.

Hear is the MP3

Think Two Products Ahead: Secrets the Big Advertising Agencies Don't Want You to Know and How to Use Them for Bigger Profits

reflecting on semi-recent reflections. the following page in the notebook states that "Thot (thought) is the Gatekeeper"

it is ridiculous fun to cultivate vibrations of a higher kind of thot by whipping yourself up into an intensely engaging frenzy.

dozens of methods.. billions of brilliant outcomes.

play with it. careful not to shoot your third eye out.
hearts & plus' forever

water color ing

watercolor hands on
insidethegod

pro propogandist

Since the dawn of civilization, propaganda has been used to manipulate belief systems. Ultimately, it is the responsibility of each individual to properly interpret the goal of the messages being spread through any given medium." -e. bernay

sin side the god

"Sin is when a man……is untrue to his own constitution."- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

free will .

just a quicky.

recently (coincidentally?), i have come across several sources arguing that we humans are under the illusion of choice while being simple automatons of an invisible subconscious, chaotic universe.

tempting. considering the complexity of the brain and human behavior is as challenging as dissecting life itself yet i can't help but acknowledge the influence of desire and meaning upon the course of our lives.

here's the brief stick... the focus determines much. hence inspiration, education, immersion... etc.

even if we are by-and-large 'automatic' we are able to affect the machine's operations with the influence of FOCUS.

how have you experienced the power of focus?

have you seen it make a difference in anyone else's life?

how can you enhance your focus to amplify your meanings and do "better" things?

play with it. explore it. manipulate it and engage. this is your life. so live it.

google privacy breach

i know i ought to care.. every paranoid fiber of my co-conspirator body wants to hollar "beware!" but i am too happy streamlining my web and desktop experience with google everything. just primped my igoogle with news updates i actually care about (wired, npr, disinfo, cnn, etc), daily quotes from einstein and mlk, jr. and other fine quirks that make for a great entryway to my web exploitations.

with a mission statement that mentions all the worlds info.. google is a corp i think will be here for a long haul. i'll beat myself for this later.. but google cometh.. obey.

perhaps it is only stardust and i am partly possessed but google is becoming, to me, a fave brand like a starbucks or a provigil. verizon or chipotle (damn, that is some good eats!)

but google, i'm sure, already knows this about me. phone taps, tone traps.

btw.. is yer current e-mail account bombarded by spam and other canned meat products? i finally created a new gmail and have decided i will only give it out to real human beings who i have an actual interest in contact with. i continue to use my other (older) e-mail address for all forms, opt-ins, and merchant related instances. gmail. who knew? two letters further than e-mail ever got me.

tech no bang go

yet another gadget or widget to enhance the blog-a-ganda aspect of my world famous secret empire. ooh!

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aggressive progression: the lifestyle & edict of eMergence

insidethegod acts as an informal institute of happiness and well-being.

i seem to be exchanging lots of time and thought to the development of this blog. the reason being that i wish to be helping people while in consequential turn helping myself.

by some strange grace and unrolling of events i have been fortunate enough to imbibe the positive possibilities of most things which has made for (imho) a hopeful and contributing personality.

having personally known the dastardly grip of depression i empathize with those who have fallen under the spell of hopelessness. the illusion that things can not or will not improve is consequentally debilitating. a vicious cycle. hell on earth. with perspective and crude french.. bullshit.

i do not mean to discount the reality or meaning of sadness and grief. i only mean to not deify it. on the contrary i wish to defy the trend of such highly materialized patterns. perception, my friends, is what makes the grass green or greener. perception, which is a behavior, a behavior that can be modified is the process that makes any thing whatever it may be. if i may for a moment mention an aside, which is my penchant for the esoteric... perception is where the magic happens. personally, socially, globally. imaginatively, concretely, historically and so on.

i have mentioned in a previous blog that "the you are the it". the medium is the message. welcome to the world of the universal information (energy) exchange. let us save the magnimous implications of all things being connected and one for another blog post. but for relavence it should be mentioned that our experience, the quality of it at very least, is determined by our state of mind. not a specific, exacting, mechancal operation of states but an organic, emergent influence of many inputs and processes bearing what has been commonly referred to as a state. rephrased it says this... the quality of your experience is largely determined by Attitude.

in the average (the deplorable norm of) western, government backed, learning facilities we as a population are taught pieces and chunks with little philosophy beyond bio-sociological success. instead we are conditioned to be citizens of the a machine. there is not enough time or space in this post to fully comment on the deficit of americanized learning. perhaps on another blog and definitely on another day. my point is that if life matters to you, you must engage it for yourself. learn it to the degree that is appropriate for your curious demands.

simply stated. teach yourself how to be happy. how to propogate fulfillment. how to be the best and most meaningful you that you can be.

tip the scales in your favor

#1. avoid or transform blame.

-instead consciously use recognition and by recognition find the powerpoint in the matter which is you.

#2. create & cultivate.

-what you ask? whatever the hell you really want. never allow any source to indubitably sell or tell you "what you are" or what you need. including this source. you are the only one who can live your own life (seems obvious, right?) probably most beneficial to you is to cultivate your passion(s). nurture it. develop its health and expression in you and harvest it. bottom line.. do it.

#3. make quality a priority

-please my friends, do not settle for bullshit as the french say. i'm not suggesting you spin a glamour of a lifestyle that is inconsistent with "who you are" but i am saying that your food, thoughts, company, social extensions, deeds, efforts, and all else human makes up the constituent material that comprises the awesome personhood known as you. you are what you eat. etc.

#4. tip yourself off.

-by default you're an amazing creature. you are much more than you have been led to believe. explore that. play with it. doubt it. test it. prove it. for your own sake. and on the way, through-out the course of your days provide tips for yourself that are likely to increase your Attitude, your happiness, your LIFE.

goodness in- goodness out

..k..e..y.. why? b/c we REASON

recently got down on some ayn rand material...

some of the ideas are quite delicious to me while some other of her ideas are not.

what struck me as useful was the kind of character Howard Roark is in her novel the Fountainhead. in 6 words ...

no compromise of vision or purpose.

while i do not swallow down her proposed philosophies entirely, there are many tid-bits of yummy that i find thought-provoking & inspiring. here is a good one...

no compromise of vision or purpose.

the character, Roark, makes a helluva speech at the end of the story... mentioning the mind, life, deeds and trials of "the creators". those who have been driven by that spark with-in.. those who have been and are ridiculed for their distinct madness only to later be recognized as genius.

is that not the way? so it seems. consider the greats... consider any of them who have made an undeniable impression on human history and in human life.

many who adhere to the philosophical basis' of rand's work would argue that the EGO is the ultimate work and the REASON of the Mind is the absolute for (hu)man to abide by.. but to me it is far grander knowing that all my labor is not for me alone... but is, inevitably, connected to something greater than my temporal self.

i love the strength & independance portrayed by Roark's character. but i love the reality of belonging to the human race even more. passion. mm mmm!

no compromise of vision or purpose.

seeing it through and working it out... whatever that is to you.
if it matters to you, then dammit, it matters.

jupiter, tim leary and designing your own solar system

past few days i have been buggin' out like a pre-release, beta program..

oh, much lamenting and bitching which fortunately drove me to hypergraphic explorations.. microscopic scrawlings on a half dozen or so papers i keep folded in my pocket just for such fiery occasions.. prose and b grade poetry.. questions and formulas.. therapy and exploration..

attempting to wrestle down the mysteries .. attempting to squeeze the juice out of a fruit that i do not fully grasp... demanding some force surrender to me its essence..

super shmuck-ish.

it was not until mid-nights subordinate hours rained their oppurtunity on me while viewing the universe on the history channel.. well on tivo really.. the show is overly dramatized and written with a crack-pot sinister bent but the "facts" are staggering.. the animations.. inspiring.. and the implications (besides the "hey everybody, we're gonna stage an extra-terrestrial cataclysmic event..") are.. or at least were for me... a nexus of thoughts.

nevermind. now that i think of it... it was a keen listening to a tim leary track on my headphones during the ride home that... burned away the dross.. confirmed my ideas and helped me to re-focalize the "reality" of it all.

know yourself.

that concept carries with it so much weight that you could take it literally if you wish..

crying out to my formless and nameless godness.. i felt sleighted and disadvantaged by this human disposition considering the magnitude of the cosmos(s').. wtf .

questions are answers. i doomed myself for days with distraction.. pure and through..

then the gravity of the situation hit me...

know your self mr. chris.

it is simple like attracts like. awareness. attention stimulating activity where it is directed...
thinking god was holding out on me i looked further and frantically for what i could not ascertain.. head-wise.. iknew that the extra-ordinary was surrounding me but my ego (poor thing) insisted that these mundane conditions were not worthy enough to hold those "far out" secrets.

i knew the key was me but i stumbled ignorant.. defiant.. lust hungry for more profound unity to the all..

then.. i found myself.. with a sense of serene ease.. finding the locus of this soul, this spirit.. i enabled myself to celebrate with violent force.. analogous to that process when a star begins to form..

by some peculiar and particular nature.. the center of it is established... densely and massively... drawing toward its center supra-immense concentrations of energy.. creating a nigh-inescapable gravitational pull.. drawing more of its like... out of the cosmic chaos.. arranging some spherical stretch of order around itself from the materials that approach its space...

are we as humans any different? at least in some fractal scale...

we draw toward ourselves more which is alike to ourselves or liked by these selves. we resist and repulse that which is something else or "another matter". we have orbits with certain objects or bodies affected by our "pull" always integrating, dissolving .. creating and destroying the very fabrics of the system.. (gotta love positive systems!)

to end this chapter suffice it to say.. know yourself. be yourself and develop yourself.

you are the standard. you're experience/ awareness will be largely determined by how and what you know/ believe/ or are aware of your self.

self awareness. may this serve me as a reminder.. and anyone else who must possess the "mysteries" of science, art, magick and the ever-emerging affair of human experience.

larger medium finer message

The medium is the message; the YOU are the IT.

The medium is any extension of your self.

The message is the change(s) introduced to human affairs by the medium.

Immediately this notion takes me many places. I think of feedback mechanisms in dynamic systems. I think of Aleister Crowley and his definition of magic and Dr. King’s famous ‘I Have a Dream’ speech. I am reminded of the interconnectedness of all parts and processes. The cycle of world ghettos. The power of mantra, meditation and trance. The medium is the message essentially says that…

What you are reading now and how it affects you are one in the same. This will be different for everybody. Depending on your state of mind (mental disposition, emotional expectation, logical reasoning, prior memories) you may find wonderful insights and connections or you may find nothing at all.

Either way, whatever YOU do make of IT (these words, that event, future encounters, past understandings) IT will be used as information in the complex feedback mechanisms of your mind to implement changes in your dynamic biological system. However subtle or huge… each medium produces a different effect.

How do you want to be affected? What kind of effects would you like to have.. on yourself, on others, on the world you live in? Do you want anything at all??

We’ll come back to this in a moment or two. For now, remember that the medium is any extension of your self. It is anything (anyone) from which change emerges. The medium is the message and the medium is also the how and where the change comes from.

You can test the influence of the medium by virtue of the changes that they effect. This is not always simple. It will probably be helpful to consider life as an ever-present opportunity to exercise pattern recognition. Depending on your state of mind and the type of messages you are receptive to you will become adept at creating patterns also. Once you see the patterns emerging everywhere from the seemingly innocuous mosaic of noise you will be in an extraordinary position to not only move with changes but to move ahead of changes while also implementing your own changes. REMEMBER: you are the medium. As far as life is concerned, you are THE MESSAGE. Through intelligent application you become a deliberate power (an intended medium) to influence patterns.

... too be continued... The Medium is Evolving.

okay, so i've not posted much... but do not fall asleep... or else you may find that you will awaken to quite a surprise!

in the meantime, hope all is fancy for ya. fill yer mind with yum and hunny... i.e. anything that enhances the quality and benefit of yer experience.

what are you looking for?
you'll find it.

a lee math page.
goodness in- goodness out.
boOM!

16bps

only 16 bits of information per second!

it's not even a problem that our mind actively filters out 10,999,984 bits of chaotic information (our senses recieve about 11 million bits of information from the environment every second!)...

in 16 bits we find our bearings.
with 16 bits we construct order.
from 16 bits we derive meaning.
through 16 bits we make REALITY as it were, and is, and is to come.

i'm gonna keep it simple for the meantime (until the lightning of complexity spikes my junction box and unifies the ridiculous fragments of this ever changing grimace of hallelujah named, chris aptly refering to the self as insidethegod)..

focus on what matters.

pay special attention. get special results. period.

16 bits. make every bit of it count.

it's your life. live like you mean it.

just a quicky

well, can the internet make you sexier? can insidethegod boost yer effects on another persons libido. ooh, you have no idea...

let's skip the foreplay and get right to the meat of it.

the brain is the organ baby. the numero uno sex organ. the numero uno uno organ that keeps all the hotspots inbetween in balance (or reaching the height of climax).

this blog isn't all about sex. in fact it's kinda all about everything. but a clever reader can jump up their mateing game as well as tweak out their golf game all in one stroke. it all happens here.

to keep with the title... imma keep it short. i mean like average or you know above average i guess, based on what i've read.

ahem! what is important in life and what wins in most every instance is quality, not quantity.
time. money. relationships. information. a little time, like money, invested wisely gives back so much more than 1,000 hours of idleness or 1,000 dollars pissed away. 2 great friends vs. 25 so-called friends? get it.

get this... information is the same way. the quality of your thoughts affects the quality of your behavior and outcomes. period. welcome to your experience.

how we process information determines what happens next. (hint: make it matter in a good way)

basic cognitive model for "whatever" goes like this.
(S)timulus ---> (O)rganism (<-that's you) ---> (R)esponse

(S) (O) (R)

(O) is where the magic happens. it's the process within you that determines in large part how shit goes down. cypress hill says you better be ready (to influence your life)

MAKE THE BEST OF THINGS. even when IT IS A CHALLENGE.
learn to laugh at things.
cultivate a deep interest in your experience and accept your own responsibility for your predjudices, assumptions and expectations.
cut the bullshit, replace negativism with optimal necessity and appreciate yourself and the world around you. it's a magickal place if you haven't noticed.
BE CREATIVE and LEARN HIGHER THOUGHT FORMS that TRANSFORM HOW YOU DEAL.

how and what you think can make you sexier, more attractive and intelligent, more likely to succeed.. even healthier and more persuasive. figure it out.

use your brain. its high tech magick baby. engage. goodness in- goodness out.

mmm, was that good for you?

hey. make it what you will.

longer, greater...

"...optimism, a trait shown to be associated with good physical health, less depression and mental illness, longer life
and, yes, greater happiness..." -excerpt from a TIME magazine article about happpiness.


half full or half empty?

"what we notice affects what we think of. what we think of affects what we notice". -mind hacks, stafford and web

happiness is inherently subjective.

what we choose to retain and communicate becomes our reality!

...consider that 200 kinds of cells with trillions of neural signals actively communicate in your cortex… and you can have a part in how it happens...

use selective attention to tweak the quality of your experience and to cultivate powerfully enriched states of thought and behavior.

"emotional states run our lives including how we think, feel, remember, act and dream".- eric jensen, world-renowned author on the brain and learning.

don't just work at it.. play with it.

tell any good stories?

what makes metaphors so powerful. the same circuitry that gives stories their BANG BANG OOMPH!

Meaning.

metaphors and stories convey qualities of meaning and "truth" by their emotional punch (or caress). either way it is how our experience contacts us, affects us. it's how we know what is important and why.

big point? its coming.

what stories do you most often retell of yourself. what are the top ten or five? whats the story about yourself you tell most. we don't just tell stories for others. we tell them to reinforce our identity for ourselves.

your identity is built in stories.
what does the next chapter hold?

btw. most good stories have imbalance and conflict. rising ACTion and resolution.. and the we turn another page.

tell any good stories lately?

meta-4 for..

metaphors are a big deal. it would stack the odds in our favor to first, realize this thing and second to grasp the concept while wielding it as a scepter of power and wisdom.

.. i have friends and family who thoughtlessly confess that the "these bills are killing me" or "i'm hangin in there".. i say thoughtlessly because that's how metaphors operate.. foregoing the necessity of conscious, critical thought and going right to the point. going straight to the heart of the matter.

..behold! metaphors are powerful shit. um correction, metaphors are powerful jewels. ..

metaphors set the frame. they set the value. they communicate instruction to your whole understanding about what is what.

is life a challenge? is it a box of choclates? is it a magical spell uttered by the un-nameable? or is it a beach? (and hey, if life is tough like it is for most of us, highlight and seek what you desire, what inspires and what you could use more of in your life. it's not just think positive smoke gettin blown up your ass. its principle of human experience. play with it.)

what is love? work? your duty? your friends and family? what is the morning? their company? that message?

if your life purpose was summed up in a metaphor (which it probably is whether you are aware of it or not) what is it?

lemme get this off my chest before i miss the target..
quit f*ckin yourself with low-grade translations.

get in your corner and design your destiny... at least as much as you can. no shit, some things are beyond our control (imho all things are out of our control but so much, maybe everything is affected by us, i.e. under our influence and vice friggin versa) but it is tra-la-la-lovely to do what is within our province.

are we not all artists, giving color and detail, pitch and tone, personality and life to every unfolding event of our experience.
sidenote: perception is a behavior. sidequote: "oh behave!"

it's your life. live it.
or for the sake of todays post...
it's your gift, no refunds.. so use it or give it away. to those you love. to your passions. to your life.

row your boat however you mean, life is but a dream.

as lightning

so it's like lightning i tell myself. we are all like bolts of lightning traversing the nodes through perceptions of time.

it was much more elegantly revealed in that a-ha moment. i'll do my best to describe what i found there.

in an earlier post, here or on myspace, i mentioned the path of least resistance and how science has used that principle to describe the behavior of forces.

you and i are forces just as there are forces running through us.

i once used the analogy of the striking of a match to illustrate the cycle of cycles. of life and death. of atoms and ideas. of time and space. suppose the big bang theory has some legitamcay in scope of how things begin, proceed and eventually end?

what if the fabric of the universe were as a match being struck..(contless times over and over).. with a spark rapidly becoming a flame, consuming the materials of the match head / stick and feeding off of the elements such as oxygen, then in some instance, some span of time it burns out. many astrophysicists say that this is the stuff solar systems are made of. even blackholes and a myriad of other massive, galactic events. biologists teach this as the process of life. two forces naturally attracted to one another colliding in the universe to give spark (or birth as we have it) to something new? a single cell is born and sparks up as it branches out with life to grow, blossom and eventually wither or become snuffed out. and the beat goes on.

what if all the happenings in the universe were examples of this model of the struck match? some cyclic processes occuring in billionths of a second (according to our metrics of perception and experience) while other big bangs pop off in the span of a lifetime. and still others, like our solar system unfolding and collapsing in the span of lightyears. lightyears. what a brilliant concept.

so this idea of cells and matches held me over quite well for some time... until now.

last night in an alternate cycle of neuronal processing a brightness flashed before me while considering some information i was having a hard time understanding, at least in a way that was beautiful.. i was reluctant to accept that we were "millipede like beings" stretched indefinitely and seamlessly across time and space. imagine if a shape of light trailed behind your every action and motion (even forwards motion, a trail of the future). in a single day this trail could become ultra-complex. how interesting it would be to obsereve and analyze patterns of frequency and amplitude. god, that would explain a lot. how often we visit certain locations and with what type of vigor (passion). i reminded of the principle of as above, so below. oh yes, in light of it all it all makes sense. from the intention to the electrical and chemical to physical etc, etc. back and forth all over again.

but the revelation that came to me was illustrated by the jumping of signals between synapses. the striking of lightning arching through the sky in exactly the appropriate expression based on the density and presence of certain conductive elements. what appears random and abstract is quite truly precise unfolding of spark, to a fully manifest bolt to a lovely, momentary burn of white-purple on the retina. then it's gone. at least from sight. in that form. but like every event the residual effects roll on. further cycling among the billion to the billionth power of other cycles. and all this in an instant. an instant that i propose we percieve as the days of our living experience. captured and processed in chunks of brain-compatible time.

instead of seeing us as stretched out "millipede-ians" which is probably accurate in form, i view us and all things as endless beams of lightning in function and form. going the route that resists the flow least. taking the rational and relevant paths as nature churns out her energious passion through us. subtract my romance for the process and still the illustration makes perfect sense. even the least suspected decisions perform to this idea. nothing in nature is out of place or ridiculous to itself. we too are nature. our ideas compete with themselves but the energies "work out".

points of attraction. the value of amplitude and force. the drone, hum, buzz or frenzy of frequencies is a testimony in and of itself of ourselves. of who and what we become or preferrably said, of who and what we are becoming. you see, the process never ends. here we are. now. i am reluctant to fully accept that now is forever because the trappings of time seem petty and misleading considering other things. but it is certain that we have it now. and in combination with intelligence the lightning that we are should be able to orchestrate the finest arrays expression, pattern and cyclic happenings.

i feel there is something lacking in this description of that flash that i had or rather am having. i hope to clarify it soon for clearer communication.

until then, please, be aware for goodness sake. for your sake. use the gift of intellect you've been born with and have been developing your whole life by recognizing cause and effect relationships. strategize. who are you? what do you want. perhaps you know exactly what you're becoming. sometimes it frightens me. sometimes it blows me away. increase your frequency of godness in- goodness out perceptions and change the paths of least resistance to work in your favor. yes, it is true. you can change the odds.

-dragon spirit: how to self-market your dream, rubin/ gold. newmarket press
says, "feed your mind, support your spirit continually with positive thoughts."

think something like that could make a difference in your life? in your day? at a critical moment?

'All of life is education and everybody is a teacher and everybody is forever a pupil'
that's what Abraham Maslow says. what are you teaching yourself? others? your environment?

govern the information you allow to in-form you. especially at deeper levels. genes are instructions for building proteins. did you know these instructions can be significantly altered based on the information they recieve from their environment? if a cell in your body percieves constant stress from the environment within it will alter its function to suit that info. is this good or bad? Data (information) are the most important resource for the New Economy and have become a commodity more valuable than money. -world-information.org.
i propose that more important than the data will be the system and how it interprets that data i.e. the mind.

the actuality of thought is life. -aristotle 384-322 b.c.
what kind of thoughts are you workin with. what kind of life are you living? what kind of life do you want to live.

all these things are within our reach. hence the branching of intrinsically motivated life. drawn and attracted toward the poles its currents may discharge at. from newly formed neurons branching out to make associative connections with other neurons. from an arm stretching out to lift the cup to pull the lubrication of life from the vessel. we pick our poison or our health based on the systems, the structures within. following along the lines of an extended chain of experience. behavior. motivation, intentions and ideas. with food, knowledge, relationships, pleasures. and by the not so miraculous miracle of intelligence we may intercede on our own behalf. on the behalf of others. others who are so intricately tied in with our own frequencies and being.

i want to seize fate by the throat.
-ludwig van beethoven

i appreciate his lusty violence and passion in this statement. it reminds me to lay no 'moment' to waste. for what is a moment but a motion to create. and of course be created.

seize the day. live your life to the fullest. we are as lightning. strike.

hacking, brgr joints and meaning

warning. warning. your mind has been compromised.

unbeknownst to you there have been viral agents released under the cover of subconscious night that have infiltrated the auxillary access points to your mainframe and they have begun several thousand uploads..

.. if nothing is done their attacks will go un-noticed and imbibe practically every fiber of your being in a seemingly innocuous fashion. consumerism.. negativism.. ism-an-ism.

don't panic. there is a way to nullify there infestation.

it is time to hack your brain.

no, not to bits, although that is kind of funny.. hack, bits, information.. get it.
:( okay my humor bytes but whatever..

um, here's the short of it... master your mind or your mind will master you.. i hear that's a zen saying. i have found that most people are unaware of their higher faculties.. and that kind of pushes my buttons. call it a glitch i can't quit scratchin...

most of us have no idea (literally) of the kind of equipment we have jammed all up in our cranial cavity. (trust me, advertisers, politicians and other folk make this stuff their life study. kinda like me but i'm on our side. VIVA LA COGNITION!!)

could you imagine michael j. fox, ol' mcfly, speedin around in the dolorean (that' the time machine)from school to the burger joint from the burger joint home and that's it. the movie would have sucked. what would have been the point?!

comparitively, life is that movie and the dolorean is your brain. does your adventure suck or are you pushin it to the limit. shakin what yer momma gave ya or just shakin a'scared? i don't care who you are, i care who you think you are because as i've said before, if you have a brain you qualify. the thoughts you think or fail to think qualify yourself for the lot you get. problemo is, the majority of us are passive brain owners. that's like having a ladder leaning up against a yum-yum tree but you sit on the ground kicking it, hopeing it delivers the yum-yum. you don't believe me?

you have a lot of potential and possibility. learn to use the controls. tweek out the/ your performance and make it count. make it worth it.

there is a saying among the philosophical scientists stateing that the pupose of human life is meaning. personal expression. what does that mean to you?

time travel scenario
(which seems impossible, is highly dynamic and influential, and hecka fun!)
vs.
burger joint scenario
(everyday, same outcomes, boy, this is fun, aint it?)

we were not born with a manual and there does not seem to be one yet but there are lots of clues and examples out there. get informed. be transformed. repeat.

hack your hardware and reboot or some one else will/ is.

get the yum-yum.

over dosed? act immediately!

is it possible to do too much THOT?

hardly. as long as it is being metabolized in actual reality there should be no health risks. but if THOT use is limited to internal play then you are not REALizing the maximum potential of the wonder 'drug'.

i, for instance, used to be so damn heady it did me absolutely no earthly good. intellect is expressed in intelligence. intelligence is the order of co-existing systems all crankin' along in some super cosmic symphony. what if mozart kept the music in his head? what if edison never experimented with reality but only imagined it all? how many daydreams and desires have we kept pent up and slip by because we did not apply our THOT?




let the side effects of THOT get you. get caught up in the current, the flow. don't anchor down in the river of life. apply THOT liberally and work it. too much THOT in the system without biological expression can exhibit toxic effects.

if you suffer from any of the following take immediate action:
laziness, procrastination, frustration, nagging, boredom, apathy, depression, decreased self-esteem, loss of sexual interest, phobias, paranoia, hostility, the ho hums, frequent sickness, headaches, profuse excuses, unexplainable aches or discomfort, nightmares, indiference and or excessive dissociation then engage your current level of THOT and exude it's powerful anti-crappy agents. by polarizing THOT with complementary activites, you know, the good stuff you have THOT for to begin with, you will make the best use of it.

thinking is not solely for the mind, like eating is not solely for the stomach. it is for the procession of life. live like you mean it. in the real world. when THOT is used in combo with L.L.I.E.s the results will be devastating. enrich your experience and make your brain hapy by giving it real experiences. real challenges. real rewards. real life.

speaking of which i have a real good thing to tend to right now so..
get out there! your actions are demonstrations of your THOT. it was never meant to remain inside. ralph waldo emerson explains that, in due time, the inmost becomes the outmost.

hint: what you DO is a great indicator of how and what you think.

your dreams, desires, responsibilities, etc... work it. work it REAL GOOD.

peace

no doubt, life can be a tumultuous affair at times. for some of us life is a bitch more often than not.

i talk a lot about influence and impacting the world you live in but it's not always SO EASY. obviously there are things that exist and occur without our permission or without us having much significant say in the matter. does that pardon us from the game? even momentarily?

i say no. eff that.

what that signals in my mind is it is pretty important to "bring it".
bring the best of what you got to the table because what you see of a "situation" and what you get from it depends in large part upon what you bring to it.

you showed up. cool. that is step one. just arriving at the situation, where it's going down, where life is happening or calling you to be is huge. you will have increased your likelihood of being stronger for it just by showin your pretty little face. now time for step two..

flex on that motherfucker. bring your A-game, your highest mentality and be effectively effective. i'm not suggesting you bully your way through a tough sitchy or bulldoze people.. i am suggesting you equip yourself with the best programs and ideas, the best beliefs and logic to guide and execute your actions. your previous experiences and your current mindset will largely determine how you handle the ride and where you end up when the bull quits kickin. you might get bucked off. but will you get trampled? you might get bruised or broken but will you get back on? i don't know where i'm goin with the bullriding analogy but build your skill for tackling the difficult shit. your life depends on it and how you deal outlines the quality of your biological experience.

INDISPENSABLE

1) relentless optimism. every sitch is not beautiful so don't lie to your self or your brain will feel disrespected (trust me, you want your brain to feel good by how you treat it). instead, plug optimism into the autoplay in the back of your mind. optimism that will save your life is about enriching your expectations and predictions with flexible and adaptive reasoning opposed to the negative mind traps of rigid, deprived, full on victim type thinking. allow yourself options and oppurtunities. seize them as though you were magically changing the future. because you are.

2) blood pumping passion. if you wanna be passionate about work or school or whatever great, but those are extensions and creative expressions of something more worthy and wonderful... YOU. cultivate your spirit in a self renewing, insane fever of passion. live like you mean it. live like it is YOU who are alive. otherwise what's the point. then apply your love of self and life to what you "do". nietzsche says, if you have a WHY to live you can bear pretty much with any HOW.

what other INDISPENSABLEs will you discover and apply. optimism and passion are great starts.. . build up your mental reserves. what will you bring to the table when the going gets gonzo? here's one more for the road..

3) perservere. inside your heart and mind, never give up!

love ya. peace

i can't help it, one more, then it's all you..

4) personal responsibility. never blame anyone for your state of mind or current situation. especially once you are aware that you weaken yourself by blaming anyone (or thing) for your current state of mind or situation. that goes for positives too. give credit. recognize connections but know that it is you and how you do what you do that impacts your experience most. take pride and responsibility in enabling your life to be what it becomes. which is hopefully a creative, intelligent and one of a kind magical experience taylored by your unique being-ness.

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side effects of THOT may include:
belief, expectations, fits of optimism, increased blood flow, awe and/or wonder, increased creativity, heightened awareness, feelings of euphoria, focus, rapid learning, neural growth, perserverance, breakthroughs, challenges, eureka moments, vital insights, understanding, strengthened deductive and inductive reasoning, synthesis and analysis, enthusiasm, hyper-evolution, advanced cortical activity, imagination, a strengthened immune system, social flexibility and/ or popularity, the presence of dopamine and serotonin in combination with other highly active neuro-chemicals, most individuals notice a mild to remarkable increase in problem-solving skills, an increased action repetoire, attainment of goals, synchronous manifestations, ... in clinical studies THOT has proven to be extremely habit-forming, so use THOT with discretion.
as always use caution when operating heavy machinery until you know how THOT affects you.
THOT has been designed for use by everyone but tests reveal that some individuals depend on generic mental substitutes and respond negatively to high doses of THOT. please consult your doctor and anyone who you care about and see how THOT is right for you.

WARNING!!
THOT should NOT be used in combination with L.L.I.E.s (loathsome life inhibiting expectations/ experience) as it may cause adverse reactions and/ or render the maximum potential of THOT less effective. cease using L.L.I.E.s immediately!

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Chris has been using THOT since 1978 and has spent the last ten years refining and marketing it's awesome capabilities specifically for distribution to private clients, groups and organizations world-wide. he is an avid endorser of THOT despite the general population's tendency to substitute THOT with habitual L.L.I.E. (loathsome life inhibiting expectations/ experience) use.
Chris' radical approach to breakthrough has attracted a lot of attention and caused a lot of controversy in the medical field. he has been qouted as saying,

"everyone should be using THOT. i think we should feed it to our kids and see what the hell happens."

and "when i get the chance i'll slip someone some THOT however i can get it in their system, over coffee, through the phone, during a presentation. i love watching it hit them. it's like A-HA! Eureaka! then boom, it's on. they're hooked for life."
also,
"yeah, THOT promotes Elitism. i think about what that means a lot. the implications are excitng. the possibilities are endless but we need thinkers and doers to lead us there. it's sickening watching youth and empires perish for lack of THOT. schools, neighborhoods, organizations and companies have been rapidly spreading Life disorders through relentless L.L.I.E abuse. people who use L.L.I.E.s can't even L.L.I.E. to themselves. their impoverished expectations and experiences project the epidemic. THOT users are the elite who make a conscious choice to think intellingently, discovering and mastering capabilities hardly imaginable. it's my job to make THOT available everywhere to everyone. the side-effects of THOT will do the rest."

THOT: it's not a way of life, it IS the way of your LIFE.
(the above statements have not been approved by the FDA but you don't need anyones approval for using your mind to maximize the pleasure and meaningful effectiveness in your life).





THOT: it's not a way of life, it IS the way of LIFE.
THOT: thinking about your experience
THOT: affecting how you feel, think and behave.
THOT: think about it.
THOT: incredibly powerful technology